I do still go to church sometimes to keep my mother happy. It gets harder to swallow the experience each time.
I had been a christian until last year and I was listening to someone talk and they said they didn't know maybe what love was but they knew what it wasn't and a God who is into blood sacrifice, slavery, and the use of guile to get their way wasn't love.
Somehow that just struck me as true and then I began to understand the bible was written by the very mystery religion of babaloyn it supposed to oppose and I was DONE with all things christianity wise.